walking around like nothing is wrong is one of the hardest things to go through. you try to not attract attention to your self. don’t want to see dramatic. don’t want look like you want attention. when you are around people you smile, joke around, laugh along with them. act like your happy. people look at you and think you have the perfect life. but they don’t know what its like when your alone. your smile goes away. no jokes are said. your laughter turns into nothing. you are hurt on the inside. you ask yourself why. sometimes you don’t know why. you just get upset and angry with life. a dark cloud over your heart. going to sleep in tears, just to wake up the next day to pretend like everything is okay. when only you know its not. people say that they will always be there for you. but your still… always… alone.